I’m so sorry to read your story. I lost my Dad on 21st October He was diagnosed with cancer 8 weeks prior. I understand what it feels like to battle with the thought of him suffering in the end. My Dad suffered so badly in the last 2 days, we were caring for him at home and it was very confronting. My Dad didn’t want to die and would beg God to save him. That is what torments me now. The thought of a big strong man begging for his life, he didn’t want to leave us. I replay the conversation he had with the doctor in head, he was given 2-6 weeks to live and he asked please will I be here for Christmas. I understand the roller coaster it must of been for you, having thought he was in the clear only to have your heartbroken. We thought my Dad was getting better (we were so blind to it all) How cruel and horrifying for your family. I am mad most days, mad at God, the doctors, everyone I’m not sure if I’ve helped you at all but know that, but I wanted you to know I understand your pain xx
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Cancer Council NSW would like to acknowledge the traditional custodians of the land on which we live and work.We would also like to pay respect to elders past and present and extend that respect to all other Aboriginal people.