heya willow
honestly,i was in meltdown mode two weeks ago. I went to see the radiation oncologist and burst into tears and he quickly shoved me off to see the nurses ... lol Is funny now but at the time i was in a deep dark space.
I just find when i am dragged down physically, as treatment tends to do to us then the mental and emotional stuff is way harder. It is great that you are recognising where you are at and i believe thats half the problem. Prior to my getting treatment i was in chronic pain for months on end. It is terrible to experience and really does drag people down and make things a lot harder.
Hang in there, willow.
Julie
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