hi there! my husband died six months ago and honestly at the beggining i thought i was going crazy. I was so happy then sad then restless... i ended up in hospital because i got so sick... six months on and im so much better... i actually feel so guilty because im no longer crying everyday like i used to... i have gone back to work, been on a holiday and have done many things.... i go out with friends and always try and get out of my comfort zone... time is a healer... its so cliche' but honestly time is the only thing that will get you through this... i feel each month as the day he died passes i get better and better... dont get me wrong im still so sad and think of him everyday but i no longer have that heavy heart feeling... i do have days where im angry at the world and cant believe he is actually dead but now i see hope for my future! i hope you feel you can message me anytime you need...take care! maddie ... View more

wow your story is like mine! i was with my husband for 6 months then he got diagnosed... it wasnt easy and i felt so very alone especially when he tried to break up with me. All i wanted to do was help! he was moody, grumpy, sad and secrative. His family felt as if i was pulling him away from them but i just wanted to care for him and give him everything i had in my power to make him better. Sadly he passed away in november. During the time he was sick we grew closer and travelled and we even got married! I wish he was still here but im glad he is no longer in pain.. im only 26 so its been really hard for me! I miss him so much... please feel free to message me and im happy to chat and answer any questions you want to ask xx ... View more

hey there im so sorry to hear about your husband... i hope you both have good friends and family you can rely on... would you be able to put your kids in childcare a couple of days a week? that would give you a break and would give you some time with your husband... i work in childcare and i think its wonderful for children to grow and learn with others their age.. i lost my husband in november last year and although we didnt have any kids i found it very tough.. he was only 26.. we wanted children but he was worried that the chemo and radio would have affected his sperm... please feel free to message me anytime xo ... View more

hi there my fiance had cancer... he unfourtunatly passed away last year as my husband. We got married a month before he died... as much as his family stressed and actually made things harder for us i am glad it wasnt 'all on me'. I found it so hard to deal with his emotions and my own.. it was really tricky when he got very sick and started the pallative care because there is so much involved... i think you need to have a chat to your fiance about what you feel, saying you respect her but what about your own feelilngs? i know this is awful but if she passes away from this her family will blame you for not telling them... trust me! my husbands family blame me for everything act like im in the wrong when really they are just grieving and dont know who else to blame. Her family have a right to know because they love her... i hope you are doing the best you can right now and please message me if you need a chat. What your going through isnt easy at all. My husband died a different man and i felt so very alone... take care xoxo ... View more

hi there it must be so hard for you to go through this at a young age... i lost my partner but was with him for the 2 years he battled cancer and i know how scary it can be. As his partner i hated seeing him so down and scared it made me frustrated because there was nothing i could do to help him... when he was happy i was happy... dont give up and keep fighting! i hope that it will soon go away for you.. cancer puts everything on hold! pm me if you ever want to chat... xx ... View more

i know how you feel lynne... i lost my hubby eight weeks ago he was only 25 but so protective over me... always helped me do things.. i have so many unfinished jobs in my room he never finished! i walked past a shop today that he always went to and felt the tears come on... it only takes a reminder to let us know they are never coming back. I find it so surreal sometimes... maybe my brain thinks he is on a holiday but when i really sit down and comprehend that he's never coming back i cant stop crying...im always here if you need to chat anytime any day ....take care of yoruself xx ... View more

hi, my husband passed away from colon cancer so not gbm but i know how scary it is being a partner of someone who is very sick... the ups and the downs, the worry etc... if you need to chat im here for you xox ... View more

thank you julie... xo ... View more

hi randi... i married my husband and one month later he passed away... he died two days after his 25th birthday. We were together for 3 years but i know how you feel being scared and worried... its been two months since he died and im living with it.. but i miss him sooo much! i wish i could just hug and kiss him more... it must be hard having children and a house... im still at home with my parents and have no kids... do you have nurses available from pallative care to help you out? they came to my husbands side during his laSt weeks and showed me how to give him the needles and all his pain medication... he wanted to die at home and that was his wish so we made it happen... he was on morphine and a lot of other stuff that made him not himself... when his liver started to fail his mind did to, i was so upset because we had just gotten married and he just slept all the time... im here if you ever need to chat xoxo keep up the good work ... View more